Jun16

In The Dark

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In The Dark

Truly, it is in the darkness that one finds the light, so when we are in sorrow, then this light is nearest of all to us.  Meister Eckhart 

I have been in a really dark place and I can’t seem to find the ladder to guide me out of this cruel hole I’ve dug myself into. My heart is breaking and my mind is floating in an abyss of lime green Jello. How did I get here? I think I need a change. I think Bill Cosby could bring me a bowl of chocolate instant pudding and I would feel better. Doesn’t chocolate pudding make everyone feel better? It’s cold and dark down here, won’t someone throw me a rope?

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About Jaz

Hello and welcome to my Buddha Blog. Let me take a brief moment to tell you a little about me. I am a musician (lead vocalist/rhythm guitar player) that has been playing pro for over 20 years. The link for my myspace page is listed at the top of this blog. I'm an artist, amateur chef (mad scientist), I am a staff writer for Knoji.com (previously known as Factoidz and you can find my articles at the link at the top of my blogs. I am very hippy Bohemian person and live by my nature and the nature of things around me. Me.I have been studying Buddhism for about 2 years now and even though I am not always following what I am learning because of my nature I am trying on a daily basis to better understand myself, those around me and my place in life. I love nature, animals, reading, riding my mountain bike and a plethora of other things. I love people and I love STUFF! So, feel free to drop me a note on my e-mail or blog. I would love to hear your thoughts. Peace! Jaz

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  2. This is a weekend where you buy your favorite dessert (chocolate pudding?) and eat the whole thing, you hang out in comfy clothes, eat what you want when you want, and watch tv shows and listen to music that comforts you, that’s the best life line out of that hole,

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