I had reasoned this out in my mind, there was one of two things I had a right to, liberty or death; if I could not have one, I would have the other.
Harriet Tubman
You don’t have to be a slave to live in a prison. Right now I am living in a world full of imprisonment. My husband needs and expects me to drive him everywhere and I highly suspect that if he had his driver’s license he wouldn’t even be with me. My mother is so F’d up on meds she can hardly drive so I am expected to do it. I can’t do or be who I want to be because I am torn down by my mother and my husband and now my daughter is having issues. Frankly I wish I could just be alone without everyone expecting something from me. I don’t get to be my own person, EVER! I am so sick of people expecting shit out of me it’s no wonder I want to just be free to be me, but I don’t know who that is anymore! I would seriously like to tell everyone to fuck off and leave me alone~!!!@!!!!
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You sound as though you need a good rest, hope you get a chance to take a little breather.
*sending hugs*
TY 🙂
ya just recently visited my blog ,I had the time so I checked out this page – between the Harriet Tubman quote and the My Buddha Blog pic(p.s. he probability looked like african with a afro) you may be slightly like minded.
as to this “You don’t have to be a slave to live in a prison. Right now I am living in a world full of imprisonment. My husband needs and expects me to drive him everywhere and I highly suspect that if he had his driver’s license he wouldn’t even be with me. My mother is so F’d up on meds she can hardly drive so I am expected to do it. I can’t do or be who I want to be because I am torn down by my mother and my husband and now my daughter is having issues. Frankly I wish I could just be alone without everyone expecting something from me. I don’t get to be my own person, EVER! I am so sick of people expecting shit out of me it’s no wonder I want to just be free to be me, but I don’t know who that is anymore! I would seriously like to tell everyone to fuck off and leave me alone~!!!@!!!!”
We all have our burdens – I use to dread my aloneness ,now I revel in it ; sure I have few if any friends ,no family ,never date and can’t even find a blood relative – at least I’m not in a situation like yours – may buddha bless you and the wisdom to surmount adversity be yours.
Thank you my friend 🙂
Sorry I am slow to respond. Thank you for your response! Jaz